Going to spend some more time this evening thinking about where we might travel – needing to be with you more and more. I don’t mean to be needy or perhaps even selfish – but I am perhaps both, and I am content that this is so – because you are the most special and precious soul I have ever known. You make my life truly wonderful, I want you, truly I want you, and I promise that I am never going to apologise for that. You are extraordinary in every possible way and I simply refuse to give you up. Yes I care about others and I will always do what I can to care for them, always – but from now on beautiful one YOU come first.

And that means that from now on I can no longer deny you – and if that leads to an explosion then so be it and I will deal with that – but to deny the love of my life would be the worst wrong that I could ever do. And I simply can’t, just can’t, nor do I want to.

I love you my beautiful one – you are definitely perfect – thank you, thank you for wanting me x.