Hello beautiful one – every time I try and write something someone gives me something to do. I am so very sorry that I have written so little today – it is not for want of thinking about you.

All I do is think about you – I hope I did not bother you too much with all of the calls today – I so want to talk with you, to hear your voice, to hear your laugh.

Have to go out soon and don’t want to – just want to think about you and to be with you. I will do my bit and pretend but all the time you will be in my heart and we will be together in my thoughts – in the bar that first Sunday perhaps being us forever.

I love you my beautiful one – you are everything to me – I cannot wait for tomorrow x.

Hello love of my life – once again in your messages you show me such love and tenderness and I am overwhelmed. You are everything and all that I want and each and every day you never cease to amaze me with the care that you show for me. I adore you – you are so very definitely perfect my beautiful one – I love you so very much indeed. x

Good morning – I hope that you slept well – I dreamt about you constantly, half awake, half asleep – just you in my thoughts. All I want is time with you – I just crave that constantly – and then when I am with you, it just flies by almost instantly. Looking forward to tomorrow and then Tuesday and Wednesday – I love you my beautiful one x.

Finding it really hard to sleep tonight – missing you so very much. Just want to reach out to you and rest my hand on you – to love you my beautiful one x.

Going to spend some more time this evening thinking about where we might travel – needing to be with you more and more. I don’t mean to be needy or perhaps even selfish – but I am perhaps both, and I am content that this is so – because you are the most special and precious soul I have ever known. You make my life truly wonderful, I want you, truly I want you, and I promise that I am never going to apologise for that. You are extraordinary in every possible way and I simply refuse to give you up. Yes I care about others and I will always do what I can to care for them, always – but from now on beautiful one YOU come first.

And that means that from now on I can no longer deny you – and if that leads to an explosion then so be it and I will deal with that – but to deny the love of my life would be the worst wrong that I could ever do. And I simply can’t, just can’t, nor do I want to.

I love you my beautiful one – you are definitely perfect – thank you, thank you for wanting me x.

Hello – I have been thinking of what to write – trying really hard not to be repetitive – but I will be to start with at least. I love you – more than I know how to explain, more than I ever imagined, and certainly more than I have ever known.

You wander around every day just being you – sometime fragile, quite often lacking in confidence, always loving – I always though see the love of my life in you. The “OMG” moments are so very real – they make me stop and catch my breath. They make me gasp internally with surprise, in awe of such beauty. They make me feel very humble – that such an amazing soul as you would want me. They make me realise that for the first time in my life, I understand what it is to see absolute beauty in the physical and emotional aspects of another.

I want to care for you, I want to keep you safe, to protect you from others – I want your friends to treat you properly, not to only do so when they think you might leave – they should recognise your value for what it is every time they see you, not just because you might not be there. I want you you to have confidence that never again will you be ignored – I never want you to feel the loneliness that you have felt at times. I want you to feel loved and wanted – always.

I want to fall asleep with you, to wake with you – to wake in the night and stretch out my hand to find you, and to love you through the gentle touch of my fingers against your delicate skin. I want to be intimate with you, sharing me with you, learning and exploring you in every way – showing you absolute and unconditional love in every possible way.

I want to share every minute of the day with you, whether working, resting, sleeping, whatever…. loving you emotionally and physically brings me great joy each and every day – I love you, you will always be first before me, but together we will be “us” and my heart will be so very proud to call you mine – in the sunshine for all to hear and know. My eternal beautiful one x.

I love you – more than I can explain. Loving you, being “us” is the most wonderful experience I have ever known. So many “OMG” moments – everything about you, an all-pervasive, all-encompassing aura of pure feminine delightfulness and tenderness – you mesmerise me, you overwhelm me and I am yours – eternally so my beautiful one. I promise that we will follow a path that will take us side-by-side to the sunshine. I love you and you are all and everything that I want x.

Good morning – I hope that you slept well. I miss you loads and loads and loads. Not sure if you will have time to talk today but let me know if you do even if only for 10 mins etc. I love hearing your voice. You mesmerise me – this week time with you has been amazing – I have never seen someone look quite so beautiful. And time together at night most definitely perfect. I love you my beautiful one – you are everything x.