More thinking about you – always you. Thinking about how amazing you are. Thinking about how I progress things at home, how I make sure the children know I love them. They may not recognise that in the midst of the turmoil.

I think about living with you – don’t really mind where – I think about falling asleep with you and waking with you every day.

I think about your friendships and how they survive all of this – I can see how much they mean to you, you show it in your face every time you talk about them.

I think about your heart and taking care of it – sometimes I worry that I think so very differently to you. I just need to try harder and get so much better at understanding you – and I promise I will do everything and anything to make that possible.

I think about you – the definitely perfect beautiful you, the astonishingly wonderful you, the really very sexy indeed you, the you that is the love of my life – and I realise that you are unlike any woman I have ever known – you treat me very very differently and I love you for it. I want to be yours forever – please say “yes” xxxxxx

Hello love of my life – you are always so kind and patient with me and the ramblings of my thoughts. I adore you – and being on the receiving end of such tenderness and care just draws me ever closer to you. You worry about the noise in my head and I know that it can cause problems at times. But over the last few weeks in spite of the stresses at home it has been so much better – and all because of you. Being able to message you at night and to ‘talk’ with you during the days when we are apart really helps – I love sharing with you – thoughts, love, intimacy, everything. You are so very precious to me – for me taking time to care for you and to try and show you (however imperfectly) how much I love you brings me such happiness and joy – it is so wonderful to have found such a delightful soul to love – and I do so very much. For so long I have been told by others (and indeed this is part of the noise in my head) that I have a constant need to do things, to be busy and that I am unable to relax and while away time. Yet with you that is all I want to do – to sit with you, to share with you, to love you. I could and would and indeed want to spend all my hours with you – simply being and sharing – a bit like we did yesterday without any regard for time because time with you is simply exquisite.

I love you my beautiful one – life with you is just perfect – and I simply need and want more x.

About 40 mins more travelling to do – looking at homes, furniture etc – you are constantly in my thoughts my darling – I love you.

Wondering how you are – are you in the sunshine? are you ok? are you comfortable with the conversation today with your friend? It must have been a difficult thing. So many things I worry about with you.

I miss you but it was so very lovely to hear your voice this morning. Times like the last two weeks and then yesterday simply reinforce to me how much you mean to me. I want to be with you – I love you my beautiful one x.

Off on the train today – very boring, a complete waste of time and worse than that keeping me from you tomorrow. I will message lots today – if you are free for a call let me know and I will if I can my darling – leaving home at 9am for work and then the station – will let you know where I am.

I spent all of last night dreaming of you and thinking about yesterday afternoon – truly magical. I feel so inadequate when compared with you – you are definitely perfect and I love you sweetness x.

Sweet dreams my darling – you enchant me, you mesmerise me, you enrich my life and I adore you – you are the love of my life. I am waiting for Wednesday when I can fall asleep with you with my hand on your waist, and when I wake at whatever time, you will be there for me to hold. I love you beautiful one x.

Hello my darling – how are you? I hope that your friends are looking after you and that you are having a good time. I am still jealous – I hate it and then I hate the fact that I am jealous…..

You were so very beautiful today – it was so wonderful to see you – you just take my breath way. And then there was that radiant smile and my heart was melting as always.

Why you want me is beyond me – but I am so very pleased that you do – and having you back home – my heart just soars. I love you beautiful one x.

Hello my beautiful one – waiting patiently until it is time for “us” – a little anxious if I am honest, will you / do you still want me?

I will be waiting for you – I love you more than I can explain in words x

Good morning – I hope you slept well back in your own space beautiful one. I am so very impatient this morning – excited and longing to see you later. I love you my darling x