Hello – difficult night – no more fuss here after we finished talking but I couldn’t sleep – sat outside looking at the stars for a while just thinking of you – and slowly I started to feel better. So not much sleep, but actually I feel quite calm and peaceful right now.

I love you, I want you – you are all that counts, you are simply everything my beautiful one x.

Good morning beautiful one, I hope that you slept well – only two / three days until you back home. With every day that you get closer so my heart lifts a little but so my impatience grows. But it will still be good to have you back here and not quite so far away. I adore you my darling – I love you and I just want to hold you in my arms again – it will have been so long x

Somehow the last few nights just drag on and on and on but still ever closer – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – I love you – sat outside still – me and the dog lying on the ground looking at the clouds.

Wondering how you are – how your evening has been? Did you get into trouble re the phone call? I so want to care for you – to make sure that you are happy. All that matters to me is you, your happiness. To see you smile is simply magical – you melt my heart.

I would give anything for you – I need more time with you – I want to share me with you if you will have me – I love you beautiful one x

Just finished all my calls and emails – heading home – watching you coming home too which is really nice. A few more days to go but the end is in sight now. You are amazing, beautiful….. I don’t know the words to describe you but the feeling envelopes me and it is a truly wonderful one. Thank you for being you and for loving me – I miss you beautiful one x.

Hello – I hope that you are ok and that you did not get into trouble for letting me call. I miss you my darling – it was so good to speak with you again.

I have one more call to do today with the US then time to go home – again like yesterday feeling a little worn out. But actually today so much happier for having spoken to you. All I want to think about is Saturday, then next week with some time with you for two nights and then again the following week. Florida will come I know and we will manage that – but for the moment I need to look for the positives – and that means the beautiful soul that you are and all of the happiness that you bring to me.

I want you in my life my darling – I cannot imagine things without you, life would be catastrophic – please know that you are everything to me. I want to care for you, protect you, share with you and love you – you are my beautiful one x.

Hello love of my life – I miss you so. It was lovely to speak with you this morning. I know that you are finding things hard as am I but please don’t get too sad / frustrated with all of this and especially so with other things from work. You are not being forgotten.

I do hope that you are having a good day – that your trip is good and that you are enjoying the sun. Every day now is simply counting down the time until you are back – I am constantly looking at the clock wishing away the hours and they pass so slowly. I am so looking forward to Saturday – time with you, being close, being loving, simply being together – just heavenly – I love you my beautiful one x.

Good morning – I hope that you slept well – another trip for you today, I hope that you enjoy it. I miss you so much beautiful one but now the days are ticking by until we are together again. Please be safe on your trip – I will message later. I love you my darling – the love of my life is coming home soon x.