Night #15 – some truly horrible days – I never imagined that it would be like this. Yet in the midst of it all is the love you show me shining out along with your radiant smile showing me a beautiful future for us both – for that I am forever grateful – you are the love of my life x

Good morning – thank you for everything over the last few days especially – I feel better. Still not perfect but certainly better – and until I home and back with you, nothing will be quite right. Every moment that passes, I just want to spend with you – every day I want to fall asleep with you, wake with you, share with you, go home with you. You make things right for me – I want you, I need you, I love you. You are so definitely perfect for me – and this has to be the last long enforced time apart. Separation is unbearable – even weekends – “us” has to grow and flourish – the two of us together x.

Night #14 – 2/3 – missing you so much – thinking about our conversation earlier today re planning – this is something that I absolutely want to do with you – I love you x.

Hello – I feel so very tired and tearful – I am on my own, lying down, and will try and sleep if I can control the noise. I hope that you are ok – I want you to feel loved and wanted – and so often it would seem that I fall short of this. My beautiful one – you are all that I could possibly have dreamt of – I love you x Speak soon x.

Night #13 – I love you my beautiful one. I do not know how to explain how deeply you are entwined with my soul, but you are – and I am not going to give you up x.

Falling asleep – good morning my darling – I cannot tell you enough how very much indeed I love you. Every day my love grows, every day I long for you – I can see both of us being quite goal-orientated soon…. and I will be so very pleased to be back with you. I promise I am coming back to you and only you, always you – the very very beautiful love of my life x.

Night 12 – thank you for being you – definitely perfect and my you, the love of my life. Can’t stop thinking about you all of the time – not that I want to at all – you are everything my beautiful one. I love you x.

Bedtime here – I love you – looking forward to talking with you soon once you get to work. Just want to come back home… and be with you beautiful one. x