Hello sweetness – I cannot begin to convey the sadness that I feel about yesterday. I was so ashamed that I had upset you during the call in the morning that things just got worse and worse as the day went on.

I am finding life very hard right now – so often my actions and words are interpreted in a way that I don’t understood – by you, by her – the fault must lie with me – I am the only common factor.

I am so very sorry – I know that that is an inadequate answer but for the moment it is best answer I have right now – I love you x.