23/12/2017

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Good morning love of my life – longing to see you, hold you, kiss you, talk to you – every moment with you is heavenly…. Days with you are so very lovely. I know that we are apart and if that has to be so then I am so very happy that you will be with your Dad and then your Mum on Christmas Eve and Day. But please always know – my heart is with you constantly – I want you my beautiful one x.

22/12/2017

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Days without you soon, but a day with you first – and that makes my heart leap. And then days afterwards too…. I know that you will be sad – I know that you love me. My heart belongs to you, I belong to you, but circumstance keeps us apart. I recognise that my decisions drive our future and impact upon you – I recognise that I let you down at times – but I love you with all my heart, absolutely, unconditionally and profoundly. We have our memories – slowly growing, perfectly so.

You are my beautiful one x

21/12/2017

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Hello beautiful one – can’t sleep – constantly thinking of you and the happiness you bring me. I adore you – time with you is just perfect in every way except that there is never enough. And I just want to fall asleep with you – those nights are the best nights I have ever known. Sooooo looking forward to time with you again today my darling. I love you absolutely x.

21/12/2017

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Every night you are the last thought in my head as I fall asleep and the first when I wake. I constantly long to know that you are safe, that you are well, that you feel loved and wanted and desired. You are everything in every way for me – I love you my beautiful one x.