Good morning my darling – just longing to see you – I adore you x. You are the love of my life x. Unconditionally and absolutely x.

Hello – I love you – dreaming about you so very beautiful sweetness – I never imagined that you would be so very special indeed x.

Good morning my beautiful one. A day with you – holding you – feeling you close. Everyday with you is a real joy – simple, peaceful, tender, fun – and so much to look forward to my darling. Every time you are near I feel a happiness which is hard to explain and which I have not known before. The most perfect moments with my definitely perfect one. I love you x.

Hello missing you loads – but a much better tonight sweetness – looking forward to more time together. I want you so much x.

Can’t sleep – feeing tormented inside by a failure to deliver. I am so very sorry I let you down my beautiful one. I will do more x.

Dreaming of you my beautiful one – I don’t really know the words to describe how much I love you – but I do in a way that just overwhelms me always. You are definitely perfect x.

All I can hear is noise – a tidal wave drowning me, reminding me that there is always more than me, swamping my efforts to be.

Your tears, Sally’s tears, her tears, my tears – rivers of tears. Nothing but tears.

Perhaps as I die in that last moment there will be the quiet that I long for?

Love is so many things – a hand on a waist, a whisper that becomes a kiss.

No squirrel, my only friend has gone – just the rain – perhaps God’s tears?

Be safe my beautiful one – always x.

Three days with you – so very very lovely – and now apart again. I am sad – but that hides the pain in my heart. You are all that I want x.