Good morning beautiful one – I hope that you are ok this morning. Very hard to explain how sad I feel – very hard to explain how much I feel I have let you down – very hard to explain how hard it is to hear the distress in your voice – I am sorry. I know that you say that you don’t see it in me but not having time with you is truly truly awful in every way. My heart yearns for you – that’s why I call, that’s why I write, that’s why I love you x.