I am getting very grumpy – every time I try to sit down for even five minutes so that I can write you a message someone gives me something to do! So I am really sorry that I haven’t sent more.

I am though constantly thinking of you – that ache in my middle is there and it hurts a lot. I want to be able to hold you close to me – safe in my arms and to tell you how special you are to me. I want to hear and feel your breath on my cheek and to smell that wonderful smell that is you as I snuggle into your neck.

I want you to feel loved and wanted by me – all of the time, in everything that we both do whether together or apart.

I love you my beautiful one x.