I cannot tell you how sorry I am for today. As selfish as it is, you are the most precious thing in my life, and I really really need you and want you. And I upset you terribly by being very careless – and I am so very sorry.

I want to belong to you and in my head and heart I do. You are the most special person – extraordinary in every way – my definitely perfect beautiful one.

I messed up badly – I hope that you will forgive me.

I love you so very much x.