I have gone for a walk – now sat here with the stars wondering how you are – I do hope that you are ok. I am so looking forward to our trip more than you can imagine – spending time with you will be glorious – it is all that I can think about. I am determined that we will get some time together.

I see your love in everything you do and say. I find it very hard to be away from you – I never want you to leave. I hate the weekends. I do not want to think about the time over the summer when we will be apart for so long. And anyway before that we will have our trip and other times together – and if they are anything like the time we spent together last week, it will be the most amazing time. I think of the evening when we went to dinner – I have not spent such a truly happy evening with anyone ever – just talking, sharing, being…..

I messed up today – I am truly sorry – but I do need you to understand and believe that nothing else in my life even comes close to you. You are now, for me, my reason for being. In my heart there is nothing else but you – beautiful you, delightful you, my you.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.