Next week I really need time alone with you – just to be “us” without anyone looking over shoulders. I really don’t mind what we do at all – whenever we have had time together like that it has been fantastic. That Saturday afternoon – I don’t know what to say – you are so exquisitely beautiful in every way, so delightfully astonishingly feminine – and then you made me so uncontrolled…. The evening we went to dinner – again I am speechless, that evening was heavenly – being free to be with you, no one looking, no one bothering us. And then sat there looking at you across the table – radiating beauty and love – how am I supposed to do anything other than be completely engulfed by all-encompassing love for you. Even now thinking about that evening just overwhelms me. I am sat here with tears in my eyes because you are definitely perfect.

When “us” started I never imagined that it would be this – I never imagined that my love for you would grow and deepen to be as intense as it is now. And yet every day it grows further with no end in sight…. And what I know for sure is that the feelings that “us” have revealed in me are the very best feelings that I have ever known – I did not know that such experiences existed. You are extraordinary and responsible for all of this because it is you that has provoked all of this in me – simply astonishingly extraordinary.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.