12/2/2017

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On my own now – sitting in the dark – just you here with me. All I can think of is you. I don’t find it easy to be here – all I want is to be where you are wherever that may be, whatever you are doing, anything, anywhere, all of the time. In my heart is just you – a beautiful kind and tender soul who loves me in so many ways that I am overwhelmed. Emotions and feelings that I never knew that I could feel – all for you, because of you.

I still don’t understand – perhaps I never will – but I don’t understand why you want me or what I did to deserve you. But I do know that I am completely mesmerised by you, that I need you, that I miss you terribly when we are apart and that I am deeply in love with you. And I want you to feel wanted, loved, adored, desired and cared for – for I feel all of that and more for you. It is all I can think about – you are everything to me.

I love you – definitely perfect you, my very beautiful one x.