My beautiful one – wondering how you are – hoping you are ok. That radiant smile of yours this evening warmed my soul. I had to call you to tell you “I love you” but I did not mean to upset you. In my wildest dreams I had never imagined that you would be such an extraordinary soul but every day you surprise me with you kind and tender love for me.

I need to get better at telling you what I think – e.g. re thursday and dinner – I don’t want you to feel that I am not truthful with you, or that somehow I do not want you or that I don’t have the same sort of feelings about you that you have about me. Because I do have those feelings – so much of what you feel, think and dream about is the same for me…..

I still don’t get why you think I am amazing – but I am so very glad that you do and every day I just hope that you won’t change your mind because that would break my heart.

I love you my beautiful one x.