I do not want to give in – I don’t want to give up – I want you. You are the most exquisite soul and I need you. I need to figure out a way forward but as they say “life is crap and then you die” – except that in this case I don’t want to believe that. Instead I want to believe that there is a way forward and that you and I need to find it and plan our walk along that path.

I love you, I adore you – you enrich me, I have shared everything with you – no secrets, no lies, no anything, just absolute and unconditional love my beautiful one x.