Hope shopping was ok – did you find anything interesting? I have been digging. Listening to music – did get quizzed “why are you listening to this now?” but fobbed off an answer which was believed – so all ok. Lovely songs, some very emotional – but now in my head “your” songs and perhaps even “us” songs? I would like them to be so.

All I can think of is you – you voice, your smile, your hair, your gentle curves – you make me want you so much both emotionally and physically. I am so dependent on you and I do desire you so very much. Thoughts of recklessness remind me of how magical you are, thoughts of gently caressing your back remind me how peaceful and gentle you are, thoughts of what you write remind me of how loving you are and that no one has ever treated me like you do.

The ache in my middle is there – a little better for speaking with you this afternoon – but always there when we are apart. It reminds me how important you are to me. I know that you will be away soon – that ache will be there every day – and I will not forget you. I will write you messages, I will think of you, I will dream of you, and I will love you every day with all my heart.

I love you my beautiful one x.