I think that I owe you some apologies.

I really struggle to explain how much I care for you – I try to tell you, but sometimes I think it all comes out a bit muddled. And perhaps I confuse you. I am sorry then for this. Spending time with you is though simply heavenly – pure happiness and contentment, and I really need to find a good way of letting you know how much you mean to me.

I do not want to be without you – I don’t want to sound selfish, but that is how I feel. But quite often being selfish is not a good thing. I don’t want to get you into trouble and sometimes I think that I might by being selfish – and that is not fair. So I am sorry about that too. Please don’t misunderstand me – I am not going to change how I feel about you. I really really need you and I most definitely promise to look after you properly, but that means making sure that you don’t get into trouble.

I am so enriched by your love – it surrounds me and nourishes me. I so want to do the same for you.

I love you very very much beautiful one.