I belong to you in every way – I do not want to be with anyone other than you. I do not want to spend time trying to be polite, friendly, helpful etc when all I yearn for is you. I cannot envisage or countenance being close to anyone else – so the spare room suits me just fine.

Tomorrow is another day and I will see you – that will be wonderful. And the day after and the day after that and so on. But soon there will be a time when for a while you will be away. I will miss you loads, more than you can know – but one by one those days will count down and then I will have you back with me. And that will be good. I know that you love me – I know that you care and none of that will be diminished in any way by whether or not you send me messages while you are away. My sole request of you is “do what is right for you” – whatever that may be – doesn’t matter what it is, if it is right for you then that is all that counts. If you do that, everything else will fall into place and we will be just fine – “us” will be just fine.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.