Sitting on my own now – happy with you in my head – will go and sit in the spare room shortly. Sometimes I wonder about life – not being able to do much right. Did everything that was asked of me this evening but somehow not right. But then at work everyone says “you do a good job” – how can two part of one life be so disparate? One never right – the other never wrong.

Listening to your songs – listening to some of my songs that make me think of you too. You are in my head and in my heart – exploring “us” with you – the most magical time I could ever imagine.

I love you my beautiful one x.