Hello.

I don’t want you to think that my life is miserable because it isn’t – so I am just fine. So many things here are just fine too. The house is fine, the children are fine, my Dad is fine. But at the same time, you describe it best, I am invisible. For at least 10 years now, my view on things has somehow been invalid – so many times in the early years I complained about simply wanting an equal footing – to be treated equitably. And then as with so many things after a while you just stop complaining. If I do as I am asked then usually that is fine – and I do try to do that. But I am not psychic and it is hard to second guess someone.

There are so many things that I could write about but as I sit here thinking about them, actually I can’t be bothered because actually I don’t care any more – I used to, but no more – perhaps that is the issue – who knows? What I do know is that you are the love of my life…..

I am very lucky to have you – I love you x.