I know that we will be apart soon and that that is not great. In part that is why I chose last night’s choice to try and give you a little more confidence in me. But only in part – some of that decision had been a long time coming.

But at the same time I look forward to our time together in April and after – unwatched time just together to nurture “us”.

You make “us” the wonderful thing that it is for me – I had never anticipated that loving you would be quite so intense and wonderful.

I love you my beautiful one x.