It is such a wonderful feeling to see you in the mornings – I wish that every day was like today, seeing your beautiful smile and holding your hand.

I spent so much of last night thinking about you, dreaming about you – wondering how you are. Missing you, longing for you – wanting to lie with you in my arms.

I really want to support you as you go away – I am not sure that I do that that well because at the same time I am very sad too – I will miss you terribly my beautiful one. If there is anything that I can meaningfully do to help you please tell me – I feel very useless at times.

You are everything to me – I need you very much and I love you x.