Sat outside in the dark, looking at the stars again – some but not all will be the same as the ones you might see tonight. And as silly as that sounds that makes me feel a little bit closer to you.

This time a year ago, you were my friend; then 6 months ago, I was “a little bit” in love with you but trying to hide it and then, now, I am absolutely and profoundly in love with you – how much things change…. I cannot now imagine my life without you. I don’t want to think of it without you. And yesterday, today, next week will just reinforce that feeling.

Before I was in love with you and hiding it, now I show it to you (I hope), next I need to a find a path so that I can walk beside you in the sunshine with our love binding us together openly. I never anticipated that “us” would grow to be what it has become already – and the more it grows, the more I see what an amazing and truly magical thing “us” can and will be. I think back to our trip and the happiness we shared in each other’s company – so very simple and at ease with each other. That time with you was the happiest I have been for years – I really cannot remember anything better. No one has ever been quite so delightful, beautiful and enticing all at the same time. You are definitely perfect.

I cannot explain to you the love and desire that I feel for you. I am drawn to you – spending time with you is amazing, peaceful and pure contentment; being intimate with you leaves me completely speechless, you are breathtakingly beautiful, so very feminine with those gentle curves that drive me to distraction and make me completely uncontrolled for you.

So, everything has changed in less than a year – the most extraordinary change, an amazing change – and I do not want to go back, not one tiny bit. All I want to do is to look forward and to find the sunshine that “us” deserves.

I love you my darling – you are my beautiful one x.