Out and about doing more jobs – reflecting on things, thinking about the future and what it might mean. Trying to consider various ways to plot out a path to the sunshine for us. Some of it is very complicated and it is hard to know what might be the best way forward – but no decisions, just thoughts. What I do know for sure is that I am completely and utterly drawn to you my darling. You are definitely perfect in every way for me. I want you so very much, I want to care for you, and share with you – everything, no boundaries in life at all of any sort.

The last few weeks have taught me much – Manchester, the conversation here last week re sleeping arrangements and the pain that I feel now whilst you are away. You are the most important by far – I will then always keep you safe in my heart – I won’t let anything interfere with that. I can promise this now because I know it to be so – I will always keep you safe in everything that we do, emotionally, physically – everything.

I love you very much my beautiful one x.