I am sat here thinking of you – you mesmerise me, you entice me, you excite me, you care for me, you love me – I adore you, I want you, I dream of you, I yearn for you, I love you my darling.

I feel lost without you – having you be so far far away is so very hard – constantly wondering how you are…

I feel so very jealous too – I want to be the person with you – the person falling asleep with you, the person waking up with you, the person sharing with you. I try not to be jealous but I can’t help it – my desire to be with you just overwhelms me at times.

You are everything in my life now and my life needs to change so that you and I can be “us” together in the sunshine. I love you my beautiful one x.