Hello beautiful one – I hope that you are sleeping and getting some rest. I miss you loads and am constantly thinking about you. Yesterday was clearly a terrible day for you and I am really sorry that that was so. Did anything specific set it off?

Your messages sound so distressed – I could not sleep and am really really struggling with the helplessness of it all. You are so very precious to me, such a wonderful soul, so very loving and beautiful – and I can do nothing at the moment to help you. I am sorry.

We need to talk when you are back to work through some decisions for both of us. I trust you absolutely to make the right choice for you but none of the choices are easy ones and irrespective of what you choose you need help and support. And that is very hard when you are so far away.

I miss you terribly – still, painfully slowly counting down the time until next week. Longing to hold you close to me my darling, keeping you safe. I love you my beautiful one x.