I used to think that the weekends were bad when I could speak to you – but now 2 days seems so incredibly trivial compared to this trip. But writing here and seeing your messages really helps a lot.

I spend so much time thinking about you – and it is truly lovely. I dream about you, I want to hold you, to talk to you, to hear your voice, to be reckless, to explore you and your wants and likes and then so much more. I want you to feel loved and wanted – to know how much I care. I want you to be safe with me in my arms, in our bed – “us”.

I want you – I love you my beautiful one x.