Hello – five minute lull before the next bit starts although will step out for a bit.

You write the most loving and tender things in your messages to me – they really touch me – and it is so very new to me to have someone say such loving things to me.

You are truly beautiful in every way – please understand that that is how I feel about you and so there needs to be the gentle lilt of “thank you” my darling even if you don’t understand – and one day perhaps you will see that my thoughts and feelings are true. In the meantime I can just spend more time showing you how beautiful, sexy and desirable you are to me at every opportunity. And in exploring “us” with you I will be in heaven.

About a week now since you left – the worst week of my life – but ever closer to seeing you again on Monday.

I love you my beautiful one – please take care x