For as long as you want to me part of my life I want you to be part of it – that would bring me such happiness. Whatever transpires here, nothing will match the profound delight of time spent with you – like on thursday this week – a truly wonderful day. You enrich my life, day after day, you lift me up, you show me love and draw me to you. My thoughts, my heart – they are entwined with you, your smile, your laugh, your “thank you”s – all wrapped up with the inner part of me. The way you look at me when we make love, the way you make me feel both physically and emotionally – I have never known such a closeness to anyone – and I am overwhelmed by it, intense and engulfing waves of love for you.

I know that you feel vulnerable – you need not be. I promise to keep you safe in my heart – to protect “us”.

What I need to do going forward is to find the path to the sunshine – I need to find a place where I would no longer need to deny you, because day by day the thought of ever having to deny you becomes more and more painful to me. My love for you deepens daily – pretending to others that I don’t love you is ever harder and soon will be unmanageable – it is only a matter of time before my heart will not let me deny you.

You are my beautiful one, eternally so and I love you x.