Hello – things are fine here – I hope that you are ok. More importantly I want you to know that you are everything to me. I really need you in my life my darling. This morning having spoken to you for hours I just had to call you back – I am sorry if that makes me needy – but I can’t help it. I could spend every minute of every day with you and that probably would still not be enough! You make me so very happy in ways that I have never known and find so very hard to describe.

I want to belong to you and only you. I want to fall asleep with you – to rest my hand on you and to love you. I want you to know that I will always care for you, that I will protect you, that I will always wait and wait and wait for as long as is needed to know that you are safe. You are so very precious to me.

I sit here thinking of you – wishing we were together, thinking of all of the time that we have shared and how magical it always is. And then I think of making love to you – and my heart dissolves in waves of love and deep seated affection and desire for you. I have never known such closeness and intimacy with anyone and it just takes my breath away. Every time I try to find the words to describe to you how you make feel – I don’t ever quite get it right. You are exquisite, extraordinary – and most important of all – you are the love of my life and I want you.

I still struggle with why you might want me – but I certainly do want you. I am sure that things here have not quite run their course yet but I promise to keep you and “us” safe – nothing is going to disrupt you and I because I love you more than I know how to explain. You are eternally my beautiful one x.