Had too much to drink too quickly today I think – been told off for being drunk and pre-occupied – but can’t really put forward a reasonable argument as I am entirely pre-occupied with you. And I won’t apologise for that so it is easier to sit quiet and take it on the chin – I have been called far worse in the past. You are in my head and that is exactly what I want and what I need – your love surrounds me and I refuse to give it up.

Time for some maths I think along with thoughts of you in my head. I listened to a talk about Johannes Kepler and his laws of motion – quite extraordinary about what he figured out in the 1600s – makes me seem like a bit of a fraud especially as I think that fundamentally I am quite lazy.

Perhaps I am drunk but actually when I close my eyes I can feel your breath on my cheek and I can smell that morning fragrance which is definitely you. And it is very good – enthralling in a way that I have never imagined.

I love you beautiful one.