Done some maths – fed up though because it would not work, then I figured it out – the book was wrong. So I threw the book away and finished what I needed to do. Personally I blame it all on you – because if I was with you (and that would be so so so so much better), I would not be doing this nonsense in the first place! So still fed up because I can’t see you.

I miss you lovely one – don’t really know how else to say it. I can distract myself all I want but it doesn’t last and just makes me more and more fed up. I hope that you are ok too – it is really hard when I can’t know for sure.

I need you to think about the places we should go when away – I know that you have some in mind and I am happy with anything so we can do whatever suits you best. And if you need to do some shopping then I will come along too – if that is ok. I am good at carrying bags (and even paying bills!) – lots of practice….

If you have some time tomorrow to talk then do let me know – it would be really very nice indeed to hear the gentleness in your voice.

Thank you for being you, and for wanting me – I love you.