Just sitting down to do some work – lots of little jobs out of the way now.

I think that you are very forlorn today – I wish that that were not so. I am listening to your songs and I have re-read the emails that you have sent me with your poems to me about me. You take my breath away – each and every day when I think about you I can never really find the words to properly describe how I feel about you. I know that you feel vulnerable, but I will keep you safe in my heart – I have done so in the past, I have done so today and I will in the future – always, I promise.

You talked yesterday about me perhaps changing as part of me opening up to you so that I no longer wanted you / thought that you were not right for me. Deep down in me there is nothing to change – I am the person I am – the sum of my parts. And deep within me too, inextricably entwined with my inner me is an amazing and loving woman called “my beautiful one” – you. So whatever I do or don’t do – however it shows on my outside, inside you are there – always. Safe in my heart, protected at all times, and the soul that I want to walk forward with into the sunshine. Every day you light up my life with you smile, your breath on my cheek, your gasp and shudders when we are close – these are the air that I breathe – you are my everything and I love you above all else x.