Today has been a funny day – moments of happiness and sadness for us both. I do love you my beautiful one and it is very hard at times to see you sad because of me whether indirectly or directly. I do wonder if I am really that good for you. BUT you tell me that I am and I believe you – and I absolutely do not want to walk away from you. So for as long as you want me my darling I am yours.

You are my eternal beautiful one and I love you with all my heart x.