Whenever I spend time with you I never want to leave – I find it really very hard – and it is getting worse each day that passes. I want to spend more time with you – to love you, to care for you. I worry though that you will find what I do work-wise equally as intrusive into your life as others find it and that you then won’t be able to put up with me – and that would make me very sad indeed. I do try to manage my work – I always want to put you first. I need then to ask something of you please – if ever you feel that I am ignoring, neglecting or otherwise not caring for you, please will you tell me. I hope that that never needs to happen but I worry that I am sometimes perhaps not a good judge of my own behaviour – so please say…..

I find you completely captivating – you draw me to you in a way that I have never known before. I want you and I love you – I would be bereft without you. You are my beautiful one – always x.