Hello lovely – finished exercise and showering – now sat on my own in the quiet writing to you.

I sit and imagine a time when we are together whenever and wherever we want to be – where we sit together holding hands, where we lie together entwined in each other’s arms, where we share everything and ourselves with each other. I imagine caring for you, keeping you safe, having fun with you, laughing with you, loving you each and every day – waking with you, falling asleep with you.

I am mindful of your heart – but my darling I have to tell you that for some time now I have been thinking that we need to find the sunshine and that I would then like to ask you to live with me side by side together – if you could bear it. To share my life every day with you would bring me such happiness.

You are the love of my life – I am enthralled by you, mesmerised and enchanted – and my darling I love you x.