Hello my beautiful one – not enough messages today – I am sorry – but not because I have not been thinking about you. I have – lots and lots and lots.

Have been doing some work and then some more difficult conversations here along the same line as yesterday. As before I am not committing beyond July and you and “us” are safe in my heart. I cannot imagine a life for me without you in it – I dream of the sunshine with you. But until then I still need you and absolutely want you.

Your voice this morning – always lovely to hear soothing my soul. Your smile brightens my day – I see it when I close my eyes. The gentle “thank you” – just perfect.

I would rather be alone than where I am now – but instead I have you and that is just heavenly. I want you my darling to share my life with – to desire, to love – you are my beautiful one x.