30/4/2017

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Hello – missing you – thinking about you and how kind and gentle you are to me. I am completely mesmerised by you. Sometimes when I sit and think about you I find it really hard to understand why you would want me but then I remember that you show me such tender love each and every day and then that overwhelms me. I don’t think that I will ever quite get it – but I do believe you, and I am so very happy indeed that you do want me.

You are the love of my life – everything to me. You are exquisite in every way – physically and emotionally you draw me to you. I want you, I am needy, I need you, I am selfish and jealous and as much as try to be “honourable” actually I can’t be – because I want you, only you, absolutely you, every day by my side – so selfish and jealous is what I am when it comes to you – and it just gets stronger every week….

I have to tell you – I will always care for you, I will always keep you safe, I will find the sunshine for “us” because now that is all that I can think of. Spending time with you is simply wonderful – you are definitely perfect for me – so all I want is to find more and more reasons to be with you for as long as possible each day. You make every moment of my life so very special – I am so very lucky to have found you and I am not going to let you go.

You are everything to me my darling – I love you my beautiful one, eternally so x.