I hope that you are having a nice time this afternoon with your friend and that you are not having a hard time. I wish though I was with you – I am really missing you. Lots of difficult discussions here – very circular – I am going to use your rephrasing of words later to try and get my views across.

I am going for a walk shortly to get some fresh air – I have said that I want time on my own away from the conversations – and that is understood. I want time with just you in my thoughts with your songs – I want to talk to you, I will sit on the stone bench and tell you how much you mean to me. So much has happened in the last few months – and perhaps things have progressed faster than you imagined but I can’t change how I feel about you. You constantly draw me to you and the closer I get the more I am drawn. As you said I want to be healthy, happy and with you….. and being with you makes me very happy indeed.

I love you my beautiful one – please be safe and take care x.