My beautiful one – I hope that you are ok. Looking for some meetings here and there – not much to find at the moment but will look again later. I am trying to patient but time does pass slowly and I really would like some time with you where it is just us – to help us be “us”. I want to be just you and I – just as ourselves – without any interference from work in any way – I want the peace and contentment of just being with you for hours and hours without worrying about the time ticking away.

Was out for a walk – had a bright idea about the maths thing (was looking at the branches on some trees and it dawned on me re a faster way of sorting data) – so am part way through a new algorithm that I want to test on some historical data, and will do some of that later. I have changed the first bit already and that bit is now about 150% / 160% quicker and more accurate – so am hopeful, it should go a lot faster. Of course I still blame you for making me do this!

Far far more important though, I really need to hold you, kiss you and tell you how much I miss you. I hear your voice when I close my eyes and it feels very good indeed.

I love you.