Hi – I think I owe you an apology on a number of fronts. I don’t think that I was very good company this afternoon – a bit tired and just too many things going on. Then when I called this evening I don’t think I should have said about not wanting to go home – I think that made you feel uncomfortable and / or awkward – and for that I am sorry.

I do want you – I do need you – I do love you, desire you, miss you, dream about you, want to care for you, protect you, keep you safe and so much more. I am drawn to you, I am driven to care for you – you are amazing, extraordinary, exquisite – I have never known anyone like you.

And then you look beautiful – truly truly beautiful – Saturday, I don’t think I have ever seen a woman look quite so very attractive as you did then. And I know that you were stressed about your hair but you look lovely – today again I am in awe of you. And then when I kiss your neck and you lean on me and I feel you close to me I am just overwhelmed by you – the absolute epitome of pure feminine beauty.

Never ever when we started “us” did I imagine that you would be you – and by this I mean, I thought I knew how lovely you were / are from working with you, but I was so wrong – knowing you, learning about you, being with you, sharing with you and understanding you (albeit still imperfectly) is a real privilege – truly an extraordinary one – for the real you surpasses any and all expectations that I ever had. I have never ever known a woman like you, I have never ever loved someone as much as I love you – from deep within me there is an all encompassing love welling up, flowing through me for you, only you, definitely perfect you – the absolute love of my life – I love you my eternally beautiful one x.