Lying here – feeling better because I can write now – listening to your songs, dreaming of you. Wishing you were with me so I could caress your gentle curves, slowly kissing you, exploring you from head to toe, learning about your likes and dislikes. I want us to share with each other – to love each other – to care for each other – I want you to feel loved and wanted by me – because you are everything that I want and then so much more than I ever imagined. I love you my beautiful one x.