8/1/2017

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Thinking about you – wanting to hold you. Whatever I try to do, almost immediately you are there in my mind. In a really nice way you intrude on my thoughts, interrupting me, constantly reminding me how lovely you are. And what is so striking about it all is how happy it makes me feel even though part of me aches because we are not together. But the happiness part at least makes our time apart bearable although it all pales into insignificance compared with the joy of actually seeing you.

Every morning I sit in my office hoping to hear your steps on the stairs – and then when you arrive I am so very pleased to see you. Sometimes I worry that I overwhelm you a bit when you first arrive by being somewhat intense but I do on occasions struggle because of how you make me feel. So apologies if this is the case – I simply adore you.

I love you beautiful one.