Now sitting in a meeting – thinking about you as always. I really struggle to know what to write but the closeness this morning just holding you tight is so mesmerising and I am lost as to how best to describe / explain how I feel. I can only say that I have never experienced such closeness before.

I know that you said that you did not want to be seen as gentle and tender but you are exactly that – and then so much more and then even more again on top of that. I have never experienced what you make me feel – which is why I said that it was unexpected – but it is absolutely amazing. Please don’t ever say sorry for something so beautiful and enchanting.

I love you.