Hello – sorry to be slow with messages but not because I have forgotten you beautiful one – far from it. But everyone keeps getting in my way every time I try to write you something! I really really miss you – that ache in my middle is still very much there. I so very much want to hold you, to kiss you, to caress your lovely soft skin and to tell you how I love you. I find it really hard when I can’t see you or talk to you.

You are everything to me my darling – I cannot tell you enough how very precious and special you are to me – I cannot and do not want to imagine my life without you in it. I love you my beautiful one – just counting down the time until you are back x.