Good morning sweetness – somewhere different for you again today – I hope that the weather is good and that you have a really nice time. I miss you. I know that I keep telling you this and that it must be come across as being ever so repetitive – so I am sorry for that, but at the same time it is by far the overriding feeling that I have. The feeling of loss does not diminish as the days go back – the numbness that I feel in my inner core just sits weighing me down.

Thank you though for my messages – thank you for taking the time to let me know how you are – I need you to be ok. Please don’t though get yourself into trouble and please don’t let them give you a hard time or hassle you. I just want to care for you every day and to keep you safe with me.

I love you my beautiful one x.