Hello – going to London shortly – in my office listening to your songs and it is very quiet and peaceful for a few minutes – just you and I together in my thoughts and that it is truly lovely. I have been re-reading your messages from last night – please don’t think that I will forget you. You are always in my thoughts and I miss you terribly.

I am trying really hard not to be sad – some days are easier than others, some parts of some days are easier than others. I always find dinner time really hard, I become so very jealous. But as always the good parts far outweigh the bad parts – thoughts of us together chatting and being together, like our very first trip that sunday – truly wonderful. And I just long for more days like that with you.

You are such a delightful soul, simply amazing and the love of my life – I love you my beautiful one x.