Hello my darling – please don’t be sad or stressed about “us” – you are my everything. Once again I can only apologise for the complexity of my life and the pain and anguish that it causes you at times.

I love you sweetness – more than I can explain. I don’t want to be here – I just want to be with you, only you, always just you. I want to sit with you and hold your hand, talk with you, gaze at you and be happy and content together. I want to hold you close, caress you, kiss you and make love to you. I want to care for you and keep you safe.

You are the love of my life – everything that I have ever wanted, yet so much more than I ever anticipated or could have ever imagined. I love you my beautiful one – you are truly amazing x.