Difficult evening at times but all fine now – you and I in my thoughts tucked up I. My bed and happy with you here with me. I have felt very lonely at times today plus I upset you re work when all I was trying to do was secure a pay rise for you both – but I have learnt from this too.

How have you been – I hope that you are ok and actually I do want you to have a really nice time even though we are not together – every day your happiness is my first thought – I want to care for you and look after you every day my darling beautiful one – I love you x